Zephyrim

"The immortal's curse is not the inability to die, but the emotional bonds they create with mortals."

- Somnum (character from my book Untouchables)


Current dilemmas/thoughts (last updated: 05.10.2024)
- uni is killing me, only started the semester and there are already tests?!


Hello, hi, welcome. The name's Zephyrim, but you can call me Zephyrus or Zephyr. There are many names that I don't mind being called, but Zephyr(us)/Zee is the one to go if you wish to address me.For languages, I manly speak English, but it is not my mother tongue. I can understand some German (and wish to learn and understand it more).I am a writer, loremaster (I enjoy learning about any kind of lore) and think of myself as the god of melancholy and some other, various attributes.
My imagination is vast and thanks to it I gave birth to many, many characters and my own book(s) (and many fanfictions, some fandoms inspired me to create OCs), as well as a few different universes and AUs for either my own stories or fanfictions.
My MBTI is ISTJ and my birthday is on November 11th, making me a Scorpio (Capricorn Rising, Scorpio Moon).As for HP fans, here is my info:
- House: (introverted) Ravenclaw (2nd House is Slytherin)
- Patronus: calico cat or dapple gray mare
- Wand: maple wood, 13", dragon core, slightly springy flexibility
*FYI, my carrd is not really compatible with phones. (I tried here and there, then gave up)


Profile picture:
None of the profile pictures that might appear on the first page belong to me, they are usually taken from Pinterest, as such I sometimes cannot find who the author of some of the images I use is. All rights belong to the authors. Please do contact me (preferably on Discord) if you are the author of the pictures that I might put here if you don't want me to use them.
If you wish to contact me:
Please, state in your message what it is you want. Don't just send me a friend request. No explanation as to why you're contacting me is immediately declined.
The only exception is MAL, where I accept any friend request.
Fandoms I'm in:
Many. Currently mainly residing in the DA fandom. Fandoms like Genshin Impact, HSR, Marauders or Harry Potter are not far from my attention, either.
Ships:
Again, many. Current favourites are Starchaser, Drarry, Rosekiller, Garrus/F!Shepard, Kazuscara, Setoscara, Gaminet, M!Hawke x Fenris, ...
FYI, not every ship has to be viewed in romantic sense. Platonic ships exist.


Mods I use in ME trilogy and MEA

*Every mentioned mod leads to the nexusmods page.

ME1

ME3Tweaks Mod Manager: Link
LE1 Community Patch: Link
MELLO: Link
LEUITM: Link
A Lot Of Textures (ALOT): Link
New Casuals for Femshep LE1: Link
New Armors for Femshep LE1: Link
Liara Consistency Mod (ME1LE): Link
Alliance Uniform Consistency: Link
Garrus and Turians - Face and Eyes Textures (GTFET): Link
HD Eyes: Link
Femshep Armor Retextures: Link
Same-Gender Romances (even though I never used it): Link
Fix for Lighter Middle Part of Lipsticks: Link
Turtlenecks for Male Shepard: Link

ME2

ME3Tweaks Mod Manager: Link
Turtlenecks for Male Shepard: Link
Sheploo Appearance Consistency Project: Link
Unofficial LE2 Patch: Link
Alternate Armour Options for Garrus: Link
New Armors for Femshep LE2: Link
Anderson and Hackett Consistency: Link
Liara Consistency Mod (ME2LE): Link
Aria Outfit for FemShep: Link
Cerberus and Alliance Uniform Consistency (LE2): Link
Garrus Consistency - LE2: Link
HD Eyes: Link
Primitives: Link
Femshep Armor Retextures: Link
Same-Gender Romances (even though I never used it): Link
Fix for Lighter Middle Part of Lipsticks: Link
Turtlenecks for Male Shepard: Link
LE2 Prologue Framework: Link
Expanded Shepard Armory (ME2LE): Link
Kasumi Eye Tweak: Link
Casual Hubs for LE2: Link

ME3

ME3Tweaks Mod Manager: Link
LE3 Community Patch: Link
Aria Outfit for FemShep: Link
HD Eyes: Link
Primitives: Link
BETA Appearance Modification Menu LE3: Link
Hooded Casuals - Custom Kasumi hood down for Shepard: Link
Customizable Asari Adept Armor: Link
Invisible Vanilla Armour Parts - IVAP: Link
Druu's Modding Varieties: Link
Femshep Armor Retextures: Link
Fix for Lighter Middle Part of Lipsticks: Link
Morning's Pants Outfits and Stuff: Link
Kasumi Eye Tweak: Link

MEA

Romance for All: Link
Turian Makeover: Link
Lush Lashes: Link
MEA Fixpack: Link
We Had The Blueprints: Link
Remove Evade Cooldown: Link
Various Squadmate and NPC Outfit Recolours: Link
Pathfinder Armor Changes: Link
Fast Mining: Link
Tempest Superstore: Link
Face and Eyes Replacer: Link
Cleaner Omni-Tool Scanner: Link
Shorter Landing and Departure Cinematics: Link
No Scope No Problem: Link
ALL Cryopod Perk Rewards Increased: Link
Road Rage: Link
HUD Overhaul (both vanilla): Link
Jaal Customization (dark apparel): Link
Galaxy Jaal Recolor: Link
Lore Friendly Angaran Displays: Link
Pretty Cora: Link
Retexture Female presets: Link
Froggy eye Salarians: Link
Garrus Tattoo for all Presets: Link
fAngara Retex: Link
Female Ryder Complexions: Link
El's Stuff: Link
Male Complexion Overhaul: Link
Femshepping's Male Complexions: Link
Retexture Male Presets: Link
Liam Hair Be Gone: Link
Wrinkles Be Gone For Male Ryders: Link
Increased Inventory Size: Link
Elea Mods: Link
More Diverse Skintones: Link
MEA - Anto Hairstyles: Link
Ryder's Wardrobe Overhaul: Link
Fia's Hair Color Replacer: Link
Subtle Eye Retexture: Link
Cursor Fix: Link
Project Pretty: Link
Director Addison Hair Swap: Link


Mods I use in DA trilogy

DAO

4GB LAA Patch (follow the youtube video linked there!): Link
CharGenMorph Compiler: Link
Improved Atmosphere (remember deleting some folders, no idea which setup I followed): Link
ZDF Dialogue Fix: Link
White Teeth: Link
Qwinn's Ultimate DAO Fixpack: Link
Awakening Silverite Mines Bugfix: Link
Extra Dog Slot: Link
No Helm Hack: Link
Ancient Elven Boots Fix: Link
Witcher 2 for DA (Geralt's hair): Link
New hairstyles for Leliana Wynne and Zevran (Zevran's morph): Link
CHANGE YOUR HERO HAIR AND FACE ANYWHERE IN THE GAME: Link
Jenya's Random Hairstyles (Random hairstyles): Link
Wynne Better Hair (Wynne Alt 2): Link
Elven Hairstyles: Link
Unique Face Textures for Companions DAO Edition: Link
A Year With Sten (05 Horns and Stubble): Link
Sten - No Clothes: Link
Grey Wardens of Ferelden (downloaded after finishing my first playthrough): Link
Make Console Commands Visible: Link
Jojjo Weapons (downloaded after I finished my first playthrough): Link
RLs Mabari Madness (PC Mabari Basic Breeds - Brown Brindle): Link
RLs Swan Song (downloaded almost everything and then deleted things I didn't want directly in the folders): Link
Hairstyle Day: Link
Elf Ears: Link
Pineappletree's Vibrant Colors: Link
Madd Gift Guide: Link
Anto Hairstyles: Link
Less Barking Dog: Link
Natural lighting for CC: Link
Zevran Romance Scenes: Link (slight NSFW)
Natural Bodies All in One: Link (NSFW!)
Better Sex Cutscenes (Medium): Link (NSFW!)

DA2

Kirkwall Expanded: Link
DA2 NPC Hands: Link
Chargen Revamp: Link
WyldTats and Skins: Link
Pineappletree's Vibrant Colors for DA2: Link
Pineappletree's Vibrant Eyes for DA2: Link
Valuable Junk: Link
Backpack Mod - Inventory Increase: Link
No More Bloody Teeth: Link
Varania looks related to Fenris: Link
HR Fenris Armor: Link
Fenris Face Fix (Light): Link
Fenris Blue Wraith Appearance - HR Face Texture: Link
Fenris HR Lyrium Ghost and Blue Wraith Armor (HR Armor, HR Lyrium Ghost): Link
KS Hairs for Companions (Blackout on Sebastian, Slowly on Merrill, additional Fenris' hair - rough sketch KS hair request): Link
KS Hairs for DA2 (All in One, Elven Edition): Link
Ishs Tougher Dog: Link
Reasonable Daggers: Link
Reasonable Greatswords: Link
Sebastian HQ Armor: Link
Teagan Fix: Link
NPC face distractions removal: Link
Evo_champs armor: Link
Better and Evolving Companion Weapons: Link
Repeatable Romance Scenes: Link
Zevran Romance Dialogue Fix: Link
Unique Textures for Companions: Link
HD Anders Armor: Link
The Fenris Files (Jacket in Black - Black Jacket with Pointed Boots and Gauntlets + white feathers, red Amell band and shield): Link
Let Them Eat Cake: Link

DAI

DAITools Suite Loader: Link
Bugs Be Gone: Link
Quicker Looting: Link
Jammas of the Kadan for all races (EM Black and Gold): Link
No More Grave Desecration: Link
Custom Body Models (Lean): Link (don't use anymore)
More Banter: Link
HD Eye Textures: Link
Skills Revamped - Mage: Link
Skills Revamped - Rogue: Link
Skills Revamped - Warrior: Link
Stay Still in CC (natural): Link
LL Crafting Material Fixes: Link
Noble Cassandra (royal): Link
Restored Cullen Dialogue: Link
Search Radius Increased (50%): Link
Party at the Winter Palace: Link
No Dirt Buildup on Pants: Link
Worn Inquisition - Texture Overhaul (black armours): Link
Neutral expression: Link
No Combat Grimace (quirked brow 1): Link
SK Hair Retexture (smooth): Link
SK Hair Pack: Link


Mods I use in BG3

TBA



NameSource
Regulus BlackHarry Potter, Marauders Era
FischlGenshin Impact
Kaedehara KazuhaGenshin Impact
Scaramouche (Wanderer)Genshin Impact
Yin YuHeaven Official's Blessing
Remus LupinHarry Potter (+ Marauders Era)
TBATBA

Characters

Genshin Impact _ Scaramouche (Wanderer), Kaedehara Kazuha, Shikanoin Heizou, Childe/Tartaglia (i personally like to call him "Ajax"), Neuvillette, Wriothesley, Venti, Xingqiu, Chongyun, Layla, Cyno, Tighnari, Kaveh, Freminet, Gorou, Razor, Fischl, Gaming;
Honkai: Star Rail _ Herta, Jing Yuan, Luocha, Dan Heng, Hanya, Fu Xuan, Arlan, Huohuo, Gepard, Lynx, Yanqing, Aventurine, Misha, Boothill, Lingsha, Moze, Black Swan;
Mass Effect _ Garrus Vakarian, Legion, Joker, Jaal Ama Darav, Liara T'Soni, F!Shepard;
League of Legends _ Jhin, Ezreal, Hwei, Aphelios, Kayn, Kindred, Aurelion Sol;
Bungou Stray Dogs _ Sigma, Edogawa Ranpo, Edgar Allan Poe;
MXTX _ Qi Rong, Jiang Cheng, Jin Ling, Mu Qing, Nie Huaisang, Yin Yu;
Harry Potter _ Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Cedric Diggory, Sirius Black, Regulus Black, James Potter, Remus Lupin, Barty Crouch Jr., Evan Rosier, Dorcas Meadowes, Mary Macdonald, Narcissa (Black) Malfoy, Teddy Lupin, James (Sirius) Potter, Albus Potter, Scorpius Malfoy;
DA _ Zevran Arainai, Alistair, Fenris, M!Hawke, Dorian Pavus, the Inquisitor, the Warden, Cole;
Other _ Neteyam te Suli Tsyeyk'itan (ATWOW), Kozume Kenma (Haikyuu!!), Ao Bing (Ne Zha), Su (Honkai Impact 3rd), Gaara (Naruto), Geto Suguru (JJK), Ryo Kanae (Pink Heart Jam), Cartaphilus (MnY), Rimuru Tempest (TSSDK), Ronald Knox (Kuroshitsuji), Crowley (Good Omens), Ciel Phantomhive (Black Butler)

AO3 Works

Crimson Rivers (by bizarrestars)
Aftermath (by schmaenzi)
Lover or fighter; why not both? (by Ilulilu)
just lovers (like we were supposed to be) (by bizarrestars)
You Signed Up For This (by Solmussa)
Only the Brave (by Solmussa)
contrapasso (by damagecontrol)
Way Down We Go (by xiaq)
sweet poison (by damagecontrol)
... for other recs, check my AO3 profile.

Honorable Mentions

Technoblade (RIP), SMii7Y, Blarg, Quinn Benet, The Marauders Era, Asmongold, Gibi ASMR, Agraelus, DefeatPete